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Jackie's Journey "Trial by Fire"

In “Princess Grace and the Lost Little Kitten”, the frantic search for her special friend taught her a valuable life-lesson.  The fearful unknowns were over-whelming, but she did not give up…

 Ever had one of those days?

 …This was one day in my life that marked me forever…

 Dusk was cascading over the torrential waters, enveloping our dugout into the dark silence of the unknown jungle.  Along the mangrove-lined shoreline we could hear twigs breaking and see shadows of what appeared to be dark bodies racing to us to the remote landing in the deep stillness.

 For eight hours we had traveled upriver, pressing on against the rapid current of the Tuira River, through lightening bolts, thunder and rain.  The river had risen 8’ as we fought the current in our long journey up the turbulent jungle waters.  Our goal to reach the isolated Indian village on the Colombian border in Panama was now within our reach!

 Underneath the make-shift tarp that protected us from the worst of the violent storm were two little princesses.  One almost three, was exceedingly excited and could not wait to get out of the wet boat and the other, just a few months old, was securely wrapped in my arms.  Our piragua was piled high with everything we would need for the next six months.

 The boat brusquely hit the bank and as I stood, dripping wet, to face all the unknowns that had brought us to this sandy beach, the warm little bundle in my arms was abruptly snatched from me and disappeared into the darkness of the night!!  I quickly grabbed my once excited and happy three-year-old by the hand.  She was now very confused.  Her contentment was exchanged for eyes full of fear!  I pulled her close to me and began calling for my kidnapped daughter…

 At the same time, the crowd pushed and shoved us up a short trail that led to our mud-floored, bark-walled house.  My insistent calls were ignored and unanswered.

As I stepped over the threshold of our unfinished new home, the rats…at least, I prayed they were rats’…scurried among the barrels that had been sent a month ahead of us and now stored our rice and dried beans in the very open tin-roofed room.  The sound of the rain on that tin roof was deafening!

 My worst fear had come upon me!  Job said it first, “What I feared has come upon me; what I dreaded has happened to me.  I have no peace, no quietness; I have no rest, but only turmoil.” Job 3: 25,26   I screamed again into the crowd and again received no response.  I lifted my three-year-old into my arms and determinedly turned back through the crowd to return to the river’s edge…

 Where had my baby gone?  Who had taken her?

Instantly, my panic turned to terror…

 The familiar promise in Proverbs 1: 33 eluded me…”Whoever listens to me will live in safety and be at ease, without fear of harm.” 

 What was happening?  Why had God allowed this? 

 

There are three Biblical Principles regarding trials:

 

1.     Trials are common to all of us. No one escapes unscathed  “No temptation has seized you except what is common to men.  And God is faithful.  He will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear and He will also provide a way out so that you can stand up under it.”  No excuses and no victims here!  The real question is “Why not, Jackie…don’t you trust ME… I am in All your circumstances?”

 

2.     Trials are given with divine purpose and will pass.  “In this you may greatly rejoice, though now for a little while you may have had to suffer grief in all kinds of trials.” I Peter 1: 6

 

3.     Trials are life-lessons NOT to be wasted.  “Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything.” James 1: 4

 

C.S. Lewis wrote in “The Great Divorce,“  “There are two kinds of people: Those who say to God, ‘Thy will be done’ and those to whom God says, “All right then, have it your own way.”

 

I was standing at the door of decision!

 What is your attitude toward the trials in life? 

How would you respond?

~Jackie Johnson - I am a former tribal missionary to the Kuna Indians on the Colombian border in Central America.  Fluent in several languages, my husband and I currently pastor a Spanish-speaking church in Southern California.  My passion is mentoring and equipping dedicated young women for life, marriage, motherhood, and beyond. I am the mother of two daughters and the grandmother of three Princesses and four young Knights. 

Jackie's Journey "Hiding Places"

It has been 23 days since Ralph left for heaven and the Word of God has come alive.  I can remember in the jungles of Panama different times when trials and difficulties made the Word seer my heart like fire with truth, comfort, encouragement, and life-lessons.  I can attest to God’s unfailing love and faithfulness… there is  “Joy in  the morning”!  Ralph used to tell me, “Trust in the dark what God gave you in the light”.

 My hearts song this morning is, “Hear my cry,  Oh  God; listen to my prayer. From the ends of the Earth,  I call  to you, I call as my heart grows faint; lead me  to the  rock that  is  higher than I.  For  you have been my  refuge, a strong  tower against the foe.  I long to dwell in your tent forever and take refuge in the shelter of your wings.  For you, God, have heard my vows; you have given me  the  heritage  of those who fear your name.”  Psalm 61

 This is the vow Ralph and I made shortly after we married in 1965.

I found it in my Bible…

 Lord, we give up our  own purposes and plans and all desires, hopes and ambitions…(whether they be of flesh or soulish) and accept your will for our lives.  We give ourselves to YOU, our lives, our all… to be YOURS forever.  We hand over to you all our friendships, and all the people who we love are to take second place in our hearts. We surrender to you.  Fill us with YOUR Holy Spirit, work out YOUR WILL for our lives…at any cost, now and forever…

 He kept his vow

Now…it’s my turn!

 “Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High will rest in the shadow of the Almighty

HE will cover you with HIS feathers and under HIS wings you will find refuge.” Psalm 91: 1,4

 I am resting and rejoicing this morning…

 Have a great  week…

~Jackie Johnson - I am a former tribal missionary to the Kuna Indians on the Colombian border in Central America.  Fluent in several languages, my husband and I currently pastor a Spanish-speaking church in Southern California.  My passion is mentoring and equipping dedicated young women for life, marriage, motherhood, and beyond. I am the mother of two daughters and the grandmother of three Princesses and four young Knights.